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Friday, July 28, 2006
Hey all.Below will be a lyrics from one of my favourite Japanese song titled Miseinen.From one of the coolest group Gazette ! Go Ruki,Aoi,Uruha,Kai and Reita !..of course its already translated.Pretty meaningful i would say.So read !
I was frantically looking for something it's okay to stumble,
so go forwardI know it's foolish,
I just run on without regretthe only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends
the fangs I bared at anything and everything sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own
honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running awaybut I couldn't change myself. the loneliness I prided myself on was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT' there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light. Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new daybefore I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest, I really didn't want to be on my own. since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
it's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others
hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky and scream out in a loud voicethat you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are. the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light
the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself onwere a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreamsif there's freedom to be had in that clear blue skyI wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the skyI spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'. with a wonderful family, and wonderful friendsthese were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn
let's meet again...
Today...normal morning.normal day.Working today.Yes.Compliance test coming soon.Criminal Law essay to be written.Tomorrow 5A1'05 Class chalet ! yippie ! ... lets see if the people have changed or not.Normal day.Yep yep.
Bye !
Phew.. I'm still alive...