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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Ciao !
Shit a few fucking hours left before i get my results.
Anyway.. yesterday was such a blast with the brothers. The plan was that each person was to meet with his respective partner and move in 2 man teams. Just like Akatsuki. Im Deidara .. Obo was Sasori , Syaf was Tobi and Marvin Orochimaru. Met up with obo .. he's kinda late but forgave him. Met up with the following people in the bus. Headed to bugis .. but hey ! we didnt know the Seoul garden in Bugis closed down. LoL .. off we go to MSQ ..
Started the MEAT FRENZY. everything was all niku (meat in jap) .. we ate and screamed when the oil flew onto us.. got burned ... shit .. eat eat.. make jokes.. talked bout stuff .. after that Camwhore.. the guys were forced by me. Oh yeah .. i met this gerl who was a School mate in secondary sch. The thing is .. we NEVER talked to each other before.. but i looked at her and she waved at me. I think she remembers me .. despite never talking to each other. All i know is that her late brother was my brothers classmate in sec 4. Oh well if not,i think she wanted to me to woo her.
Hmm basically we dressed up pretty nicely.
Me - Long sleeve with half buttoned up vest .. with my super long cloth-coat .. and skirt ... heart earring and my Louis Vuitton bag. *grins*
Syaf - Long sleeve with black pants and hip hop hat.. amazing it looks great on him.
Obo - long sleeve with levi's jeans and shawl and black jacket .. Fcking cool.
Marv - Shirt with jeans .. uber cool ..
Yes i wore the most accessories and stuff.
Syaf bought a HP..
We slacked and make our way back at around 9 ..
Pictures will be uploaded in the next entry.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
im sickly bored at home.
I forgot to post something in my previous entry.
When i was going out with my lil sis and her bf. We decided to had dinner.. but since all the places were packed we ate fast food .. long john.. im so sick of it.. anyway, While i was ordering for them .. this girl in the kitchen were making some REAL FUNNY noises.
It was like " ah .. ah ... ahh.. AHHHH ... " O.o
I looked at Xavier and he looked at me .. and i go " let's not think of anything else "
and a girl came out from the kitchen adjusting her clothes
I so dont wanna know what happened inside.
Tomorrow is the promised date after postponing for 3 YEARS.
Lets rock musketeers !
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Yo
Hmm today was rather interesting. Went to town my cute-vulgar-adorable little sister. Met up with Xavier for the first time. I mean we went out together for the first time. I was the light bulb.. nah not exactly .. haha. Just wanted to know more about the guy. I know he's a good guy.That's it.
Had cravings for Ben & Jerry but since we had no fucking idea what to eat we decided to head off to Swensen's instead. Bleah .. Ate .. talk .. took pics ..went off to help the kids find job. Hhmm atty applied at Anterprima Plastiq.. i pray she gets it .. haha .. while Xavier applied at NUM.. i asked him to try G-Star.
Anyway im too lazy to update ..
End of the day we had fun and took loads of pic
And Xavier ..
If i was still mixing with the gang you could ask me for help in times of trouble.
And i decided to treat u like my god-bro .. AHAH .. even if you dont want too.
Wishing you were mine .. hahah !!
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Hmmm it' so early in the morning. Just got back from the market about 20mins ago ?
Yes yes, some of you dopes might think that the hell i go market ? Yes people. Some people cant even spot the difference between certain veggies and spices.Besides mum is getting old,i cant let her carry all the heavy stuff yeah ?
Did i take F&N in Secondary School ? Fuck no,im an Accounts Students baby ! Cooking and Baking is something i picked up when i was at home. At least this skill is useful yeah ? rather than getting drunk or smoking .. Pfft ...
*fuu * yesterday played basketball after 2 months ? ahahh not aggresive compared to last time.
Shooting was okay i guess. Practiced the floater / tear drop. Ya know . the lay up which is released earlier than usual and has a high arc ? yes yes .. i did it twice in a match .. but got fucked in the end. Haha. Got a nice tan though.
My biceps have recovered meaning back to training. Hmm my arms are getting the cut again.
Meaning my punches have most likely powered up. SO DIE FCKTARDS !
Ok back to training ! ...
Going to Town with lil sis later .. Ice cream ..
* fuu * we have to constantly change the beat to keep the rhythm fresh
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Friday, August 24, 2007
Shit it's 1245am in the morning and i cant fucking sleep. To make matters worse Marcus told me result is out next week.
Fucking hell, 18 days left of my teenage civilian life before National service.
Ive been so caught up in training my body i didnt realised i injured myself. I think i damaged my biceps .. shit .. i cant even straighten my arms.
damn it.
Fuck PDA-ing couples on escalators.
Fuck PDA-ing couples everywhere.
DIE !!
This is the effects of one being single,interested in someone however this is called unrequited.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Boo
Yesterday was a blast. The 2/4 of the musketeers met up for movie. One being the most cunning bastard .. me ... and the one who is nicest at heart syafiq. That dosent mean im not nice =PWe watched Rush Hour 3. I know abit late .. but who cares ! Watched at Cathay Cineplex reason Syafiq had this privilege card or whatever it is. Took a couple seat cause it had the best view. Warning i gave him was " Try anything funny and your dead meat " true enough he tried to put his hand on my shoulder which resulted him getting a body blow from me.After that went to Taka. Wanted to find her .. didnt manage to. Walked all the way to Far east Plaza to buy his cap. Ended up i bought a uber cool pirate hat. I was having a Rat Ass of a time to decide which one to buy. Syaf already decided his and went off to pay.I told him he should have waited coz i wanted to bargain for a discount. Dosent hurt to try ;D He asked for a better design . then the guy called and soon enough a gal came along. Omfg. She's CUTE. Fair skin .. cute dimples when she smile and just nice. Amazing she talk to us when i was talking to syafiq.. She gave me this uber big plastic bag .. and i commented i will look like a jerk if i carried it. She agreed. Syaf laugh and said that she said i looked like a jerk. I merely replied she agreed that IF i carried it i will look like one. She agreed with me =P She apologised for giving me such a big bag. I wanted to be cheeky and said if she was sorry about it the least she could do was give me her name .. but nah.. too cheeky. Haha. Too cute.Im so going to go there over again. This time .. with the entire musketeers !
fuu ... when im with syaf .. all hell break loose. Fucking joker.Oh yeah i forgot to mentioned that we ignored this salesgirl in the same shop. She was a minah with a 'tiam" on her forehead.. major turnoff.. 
before i left .. 
PIRATE KING
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Im at a lost
I lost everything. Firstly i need love.. i need the warmth from it. We cant always get what we want right ?
I lost the physique i had in 2005. A nice body .. with a nice amount of stamina .. nifty footwork. Now my legs are being dragged behind when i run .. my breathing is heavy .. gee .. im dying. My toned body is now damn ah cha ...
My once well developed arms are like sticks now.
I was heavier when i was still exercising .. i weigh 60kg back then.. now im only 57
Hmm i love writing poems.. Writing love poems not because im an EMO shit ..
I just find it the easiest way to express myself. Since i usually got the balls up the throat syndrome.
Maybe i should just give up hope on her ..
Maybe .. i should not ..
Maybe i should stop writing this entry and get back to exercising ..
My fangs have not dulled .. i think it's just sheathed at the moment.
I guess i will let time tell..
21 days to enlistment..
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Greetings.
Yesterday i spent half the day baking cookies. Photos will be uploaded later. Went to Isetan wheelock, Takashimaya and Wheelock again respectively to deliver the goods. Talk cock with the peeps. Azam said i looked like a drunken guy all because i dress differently. Pfft. Christabel said i looked like batman .. or trying to look like him. Dosent matter. Titi say i looked Metrosexual .. Thanks .. I got good/bad comments..
Got disturbed as usual .. like " eh how bout yen ling ? " " u still love her ? " all i replied was " did i ever say i loved her ? " news said i did .. aww fuck .. =/
Anyway gave cookies . didnt meet her .. oh well.. fuck it.
Jog from bangkit to choa chu kang and back to bangkit .. Geez.. 
Cookies all packed up and ready to go .. uhm !
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Boo
I finally left Golf Revolution. A bit Sad la eh, bittersweet. I will especially miss the Taka team. Though i hate the management there and stocks =/
Anyway i went to get a new hairdo for myself. Brown base with purple highlights. I look cool.
Wait i always have.
Anyway.. im off
Now for my big battle.. National service.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
dad and me are just father and son through namesake.
Do i still respect him ? errm.. hard to say.
actually very little .. close to none.
that dosent mean i let people insult him.
I lost respect for him way back in 2003 .. long story huh ?
i just want his money that's all. I never turn to him about my problems.
Our conversation are always the same .. problems .. or things i so dont give a RAT's ASS about.
Happy times ? bleahx.
Hmm he say if i was rude he would slap me .. slap loh.
Im going NS anyway.. no need to book out also i dont care.
I love my mum .. not my dad.
I think everyone who reads my blog knows i never liked my dad.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
ok fine !
I LIKE HER .. I KNOW SHE IS ATTACHED. SO WHAT.
That dosent mean i cant make friends with her. If she dosent want to be friends with me, she wouldnt bother talking to me,exchange numbers and even taking photos. You make it sound as though she was racist when you said " she dont like malay guys " straight into my face. im mix dumb fuck.
So if that was so true, she wouldnt bother going break with me a few times. drinking from the same straw and sharing food.
maybe your just jealous ?
AND I AM FUCKING PROUD OF MY MIX HERITAGE.
Piss off loser.
If this was to happen 4 years ago.. you would end up with serious PARANG wounds.
Couple of different race is common now. As long as i can give my partner a good life her parents wouldnt care.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Stupidity.
I cant stand people who stereotype ALL malays to be ALL Muslim. Oh geez, while the majority may be .. there as still pockets out there who arent. Damn you people are dumb. Saw a chinese muslim before right ? What's the biggie then ? Not all Chinese are buddhist anyway.
Bottom line is dont generalise.
Moving on .. another stereotype shit. Bleah i know that some malay people just play around not thinking about future.. NOT ALL do that ok. Chinese also have. Why ? Because when i was in my "beng" days . my friends were all the same. I moved on.. they are the same. So why the comment that all malay like to play and not study ? Some may not excel in education .. but fuck you .. they do great in sports.
THIS IS NOT A RACIST ENTRY. so shut the fuck up.
Vincent was super shocked i studied LAW.. yes i really wanna go far in the LAW.
Anyway .. i wonder why all the hot gals these days go for those really buang guys ? Shit man.
The guy like really no hope .. but yet they get all the hot chicks.
Please dont tell me their personality is great .Im great too ! i guess not after i just wrote that.
Haha.
And guys .. i mean FAT guys. It disgust me to see you having bigger CUPS then your GF !
My god !
It becomes worse if you complain about how fat you are and there you are.. muching on food.
Exercise dummy !
Geez.. im going for hair treatment soon.
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Monday, August 06, 2007
work have been boring lately. The golf fair at Isetan is killing our sales. Though we might be from the same company.. I still want Taka to get the sales. Firstly, i dont like Isetan.. Shall not continue.
Amanda complained to Faisal that i always shut her off when she asked me to do something. Who wont ? Firstly .. yes while you are my senior .. i think im much better than you when it comes to sales. Secondly.. dont order me around. Asking for favours yes, order no. The only few people i let them order me around in Nike Golf is Yance,Faisal. Even so, they dont order me around. They ask for things POLITELY .. Alex also power. Ask nicely i sure help.
Dont go around " hazmi ! sweep the floor.! " knn i not your maid ah. The thing that really ticked me off that day was that you didnt do shit the whole day. Doing inventory which is important. I dont know how many times you go smoke break.. go break.. then go buy 4D .. -_____- .. you cant behave infront of the customer.. pfft .. give me 2 mths i can overtake you. Working in a Golf company at least have the basic knowledge of golfing ! My god..
I met one of the most beautiful customer i ever served in Nike Golf. A Japanese women. Not those typical single eyelid. She was like a goddess. Wearing those low cut dress. Got height,looks and the figure... MY GOD.. Alex and Me were like " wah ! barang baek ! " it literally means good stuff. hahahahah.
Anyway.. im going shopping today !
I miss her .. sigh ..
Shit wtf am i saying..
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Yesterday i did a suicidal move.
I asked my dad if i can pierce my ears.
Surprisingly he allows. Wow and here i thought asking him would get me killed.However nothing can always go our way. The one who stopped me from having the piercing is my mum -_-
Ish, it's not that im going to have it until im old unlike somebody i know. Firstly im going NS .. im going to the Police Force and obviously it's forbidden. Geez so why not just give me a few weeks of enjoyment. I still pray and what not .. only that i cant lead the prayers.
Alex and myself met sissy at Cineleisure's Food court. VERY SCARY.. heavy make up and a very unnatural lady-walk .. pfft... lucky i didnt threw up my lunch.
Tsk tsk.. After persevering for days.. i finally crumbled when coincidentally i met her. Now im going ga-ga over her again. 10 days left and GOOD BYE NIKE GOLF !!
Havent been sleeping well for 8 days straight .. bad bad..
I dreamt i got back my UOL results.. scary ..
Im gonna hit da toilet and prepare for work.
Tell me people, what colour should i dye ? or just plain black ? either way i look good right ?
Hmm Hmm...
Forget me,me.... you cant save me .. it is wrong ?
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Saturday, August 04, 2007
*waves*
Happy Birthday my lil brother Bu. My Chionging partner in games last time. Now im busy he's busy.
Ok 1 week of having the same dream is not nice and having interrupted sleep made it worst.
Geez ... Guys like myself always have this EGO thinking we are always better than the other guy.
Fine we all have our pro's and con's.
Ah fuck .. give up .. give up ...
Phew.. I'm still alive...
Friday, August 03, 2007
Yo
Im kinda sick with life right now. My fucking results will be released soon. Shit sleepless nights will be visiting me soon. I havent been sleeping well at all this few days. Been having the same dream for 1 week now. Well not exactly the same.. but same person ..
Sigh ..
I give up.
But i dont like giving up
Dont be a nuisance ...
Ah fuck it.
ignore my ramblings..
Phew.. I'm still alive...