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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Im at a lost
I lost everything. Firstly i need love.. i need the warmth from it. We cant always get what we want right ?
I lost the physique i had in 2005. A nice body .. with a nice amount of stamina .. nifty footwork. Now my legs are being dragged behind when i run .. my breathing is heavy .. gee .. im dying. My toned body is now damn ah cha ...
My once well developed arms are like sticks now.
I was heavier when i was still exercising .. i weigh 60kg back then.. now im only 57
Hmm i love writing poems.. Writing love poems not because im an EMO shit ..
I just find it the easiest way to express myself. Since i usually got the balls up the throat syndrome.
Maybe i should just give up hope on her ..
Maybe .. i should not ..
Maybe i should stop writing this entry and get back to exercising ..
My fangs have not dulled .. i think it's just sheathed at the moment.
I guess i will let time tell..
21 days to enlistment..
Phew.. I'm still alive...